Chronic Pain Support Group
I can't stand being in so much pain anymore. I'm not able to work because of it and I was warned I will become a homeless someday.
I wish I was never born.
I'm ashamed of being an unemployed. I can't even admit I'm not searching for any job just because I'm in a lof of pain every day.
There's no help for me. I'm meant to be a homeless.
I don't wish anyone to be in so much physical and emotional pain as me. I visited many doctors but they couldn't help me.
It's the main reason why I should kill myself.
So, the black fog returns, rolls in like a green glob of gooh! from the sea, silently, no roar of sea creatures or dragons just pathetic, mind shattering F*N silence. So, had enough of that. Where is my bear? So tired of this!
I am feeling sorry for myself and angry that I am not doing what I "should" because of the pain. Angry at the pain and feel shame. How can you let of that? Acceptance, I know, but acute flare ups cause more emotional turmoil.
Anyone know of alternatives to help manage chronic pain (physical not mental)? The pain also adds to my insomnia.